Bleed Again

I, the cool dusk of autumn

You, the gentle air of spring

 

When I walked past you, drunk in your love

the heart was deceived and the deceiver in the heart

You were the knife i turned inside myself

Which cut me in until I bleeded of love

And I found nothing more humiliating to me than my own desires

I starved and was afraid

Of being completely unraveled by you

And you finding nothing you want here

But soon I realised- I exist, in thousands of agonies

Perhaps its tough to crave with the blemishes and faults

Mending the same lies the joy in

Embracing the faults lies the peace.

The peace to hold onto

The peace to drown in

To embrace again,

To Bleed Again.