Fade

Pushing you towards the deep sea hollows 

Nothing worse than a heart in denial and a mind that follows 

Cloaked in clandestine desire, the love disappears in the tide

Sinking deeper into the depths of the unknown 

Breaking the unbreakable ties.

Like a mortar in the wall of your life,

filling in the gaps around the bricks 

the fact I'm holding everything together goes unrealised

Though your uncompromising resilience burnt too many bridges , if I try, 

would I find sense in your boldest lies?

To my amaze,

It's all a game, a race to see who feels the most to let go 

to give in 

to fade away 

into the air we breathe

to let go 

to stay strong 

until you die of what you long.